I’m finding I’m slowly adjusting to this resurgence of melancholy in my mood. It’s bothering me less than it did, and at least I’m closer to apathy than I was before. The issue now is that my voice speaks truer than my mind wants to think it feels, so whenever I’m forced to communicate I feel that people can hear the melancholy in my voice. This bothers me because I don’t think I feel that melancholy, yet I can’t hide it.
